Friday, April 3, 2009

my life these days..

My life is damn weird these days. Just recovered from several illness and then a break up. Then i keep on breaking or losing my things. Lets just say, I am going through a really bad phase.

There is a time in everyones life when they start learning about the real face of the world and how much hypocrisy in it. Its like no matter wherever you go, there is a politics going on between people which they hide behind all their smiles and sweet nature. Its frustrating to see people doing bad things and getting away with it while you get into so much trouble for doing a very silly thing just coz you dont have the power.

You feel tired of all the fakeness around you and start getting frustrated. You keep on wishing the situation will change and one day you give up and start getting depressed. You lose your faith on the world and the people around you. Because no matter how much love you give to them, people dont care about you a bit. And when you get in a tight spot, no one will be there for you.

I feel awful these days and feel like taking a break from the world. But no, I can't do that. I wanna be a fighter, you one someone who can take life and grab it by neck and take it on. Or probably kick it anime style!! ;-)

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