10 reasons why i wanna be a Japanese..

1. I will be able to watch animes and read mangas as much as I want and that too in Japanese.. and in paperback..

2. Will be able to have sushi and sake..

3. Will be able to take part in anime role playing parties..

4. Ride the bullet train..

5. Visit the most populated city in the world whenever I wanna..

6. Call someone " no baka" and he/she actually understands and slangs me back..

7. Use gadgets for everything..

8. Dress kawaii without having people looking at me strangely like I am a alien or something..

9. Learn Bonshai and ikebana..

10. Coz, thats what i always wanted to be..duh!!!

Male Ego..

I dont understand the male ego. It surprises me even more when the guys take pride in their ego. A friend of mine blogged (a guy friend of course) blogged that he hates seeing girls on bikes or wearing denim or holding beer!! a girl friend of mine was told by a guy friend of her that "lyadh" is a guy word. What exactly do you mean by guy words? that they are harsh? So, do you mean, you dont want girls to say harsh words or slang? Why? Is that because you think girls should not be as powerful as you are or should not do the things you do. Or you are scared that if they do, they will be better in those jobs than you and and you will lose your place? Doesn't that make them losers? If you can do well competing against women who can do the same job as you, then only you can say I am better in that.

Don't get me wrong. I am not a feminist. I hate gender discrimination in any kind. Some companies nowadays only females because they want to make the number of men and women equal. I find that stupid and wrong. When it comes to a sensitive area as job market, people should be recruited based on merits, not gender. Why wouldnt the guys feel bad? Its already so hard to get a job and everybody is working their ass off so that they can make a decent living. Now if a particular gender gets the upperhand just coz they are born with a vagina, its absolutely unfair!!!

Anyways, as I was saying, I hate male egos. I have seen 99% of the guys can't take it if their girlfriend or wife is doing better in career than them. While I have seen very few girls having problems with their men being more successful than them. In fact, many girls willingly give up their job and let let their husband earn.(though I personally dont like it, I dont wanna hurt the feelings of those who does it willingly). But guys? No, never! No matter how much they say, they wont mind. In the end, their ego gets bruised. And all these leads to a broken relationship or a failed marriage. Why guys?? Look around and think. Its time you change your views. Women will be sucessful. You can hold it against them. Some may be better than you. You gotta take it. Just in the way you dont mind a friend better than you, you should also not mind when your girl is better than you. You should be proud of her. Just like she was proud of you when you were doing better than her.

my life these days..

My life is damn weird these days. Just recovered from several illness and then a break up. Then i keep on breaking or losing my things. Lets just say, I am going through a really bad phase.

There is a time in everyones life when they start learning about the real face of the world and how much hypocrisy in it. Its like no matter wherever you go, there is a politics going on between people which they hide behind all their smiles and sweet nature. Its frustrating to see people doing bad things and getting away with it while you get into so much trouble for doing a very silly thing just coz you dont have the power.

You feel tired of all the fakeness around you and start getting frustrated. You keep on wishing the situation will change and one day you give up and start getting depressed. You lose your faith on the world and the people around you. Because no matter how much love you give to them, people dont care about you a bit. And when you get in a tight spot, no one will be there for you.

I feel awful these days and feel like taking a break from the world. But no, I can't do that. I wanna be a fighter, you one someone who can take life and grab it by neck and take it on. Or probably kick it anime style!! ;-)

My battle with chicken pox..

Ok, i just successfully recovered from chicken pox..and no, I didn't have broncho-pneumonia as many were telling me I might have.. First days were aweful.. The pain and suffering.. Only the first few days though.. Oh yes, and the medicines.. I calculated, I had Rs.200 worth medicines per day.. I hate swallowing tablets, you know.. Gimme any tonic, no matter how bad people find its taste, I always seem to like it.. But pills were never really my thing.. I know people like to stick to pills better.. But I had been exceptionally weird from the rest of the world since I was born so I guess its no big deal.. After the first 3-4 days, the physical pain was gone.. I was left with being isolated from the rest of the family.. Well, it was a precautionary measure coz my bro has his Annual exams coming up and we dont want him to fall sick now.. So, here I was left all alone in the first floor with the TV and the computer for company.. only time I saw my mom was when she gave me meals.. Horrible life, I am telling you.. T_T So, after a few days I started going totally nuts.. One day I was feeling like killing everybody I know.. Even cute little puppies and kitties..( I know, that was cruel).. Well then, eventually I recovered.. I went out and collected my voter id card..(yay, now I can take sim cards by my name).. but seriously speaking man, the condition of the Government offices are so darn pathetic.. They should fire all those people for not being sincere.. >_<>

I would like to tell you guys about my chinese friend. His name is Aijun. I love talking to him. Its so much fun to know about a new culture, you know. You get to know a lot about stuffs. And we talk about our social life too. And guess what, we have got the same birthday too. No wonder we have got so much in common. Right now, he is online and I am talking to him. Heehee. I will ask him to read my blog after that.. Hope he does..