I am tired of saying that its been a long time since i wrote last, so I am gonna skip that this time.. As far back i can think i remember myself longing for a personal room of my own, I used to watch this serial called Clarissa, this girl used to have a room with her own decorations n personalized stuff.. and i envied her. Then finally after got a room of my own. and then i started longing for moving out of home, having a place of my own and starting a new life. And now, finally, after all these years, it is time for that and while standing on the crossroads of my life, I am confused.
In spite of my desire to move out and start a new life with new freedom and new challenges, I just simply can't make myself believe that this is it, I am really going away from my friends, family for good and we might meet up and spend a few day together later, but it will never be the same again. This blog post is dedicated to all those people i will miss so much once I am away... Mommy and daddy, I cant really explain how much or what exact i will miss about them, its just that, i know it will be so hard without them.. then my bestest friend is the whole wide world.. srij and shagu.. I have been such dummies over years n have bothered them n drove them crazy by my whining to no extent but they never stopped listening to me.. pri and shriya... who has always stayed true to our friendship when people has come and go in our lives, and we have never failed to hav fun together! My college friends shama, shubha and mona from whom i never expected the love and care and friendship I got.. simididi, i will miss your cooking and sharing all my secrets with her.. and will miss fighting about women rights with joydada and beating him up.. and my closest guy friends who changed my opinion about men... kuntal, surajit, debu, debaditya, debojyoti and arka and soham too.. It will get lonely for me there, and at times I would want to walk out or quit.. but I know at that time, even if we are away I can count on all you people to lift me up and again push me forward.. <3 u...
In spite of my desire to move out and start a new life with new freedom and new challenges, I just simply can't make myself believe that this is it, I am really going away from my friends, family for good and we might meet up and spend a few day together later, but it will never be the same again. This blog post is dedicated to all those people i will miss so much once I am away... Mommy and daddy, I cant really explain how much or what exact i will miss about them, its just that, i know it will be so hard without them.. then my bestest friend is the whole wide world.. srij and shagu.. I have been such dummies over years n have bothered them n drove them crazy by my whining to no extent but they never stopped listening to me.. pri and shriya... who has always stayed true to our friendship when people has come and go in our lives, and we have never failed to hav fun together! My college friends shama, shubha and mona from whom i never expected the love and care and friendship I got.. simididi, i will miss your cooking and sharing all my secrets with her.. and will miss fighting about women rights with joydada and beating him up.. and my closest guy friends who changed my opinion about men... kuntal, surajit, debu, debaditya, debojyoti and arka and soham too.. It will get lonely for me there, and at times I would want to walk out or quit.. but I know at that time, even if we are away I can count on all you people to lift me up and again push me forward.. <3 u...
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