sudden realisation..

Had a moment of truth yesterday.. Weird but nice.. Internet has liberated me. I was a fat house cat with a brooding mind.. But my entry to the virtual world set me free.. I was free to pursue my varied interests.. Experiment on people's mind and the kick i got from it was awesome.. I could quench my never satisfying thirst of anime..

Then a slip.. a tiny little slip made me lost almost everything.. Being practical n settled is not for me.. I am born to dream and fly and experiment.. Romance is momentary.. Change is the truth.. I gave up my anime life.. and later i lost the thing I have my anime life for.. I was left with my brooding self again.. lost in darkness.. refusing to come out of it..

People make mistakes.. life goes on.. but the things u love never change.. they r not worth giving for anything in life even if it feels u love something more than that.. I know I sound awfully vague.. Even I am confused about what to write.. what I am feeling now is difficult to put into words.. will try again later.. until then.. toodles.. ^___^

ganbatte kudasai!!