dark clouds..

2011 was going perfect foe me. My life was perfect, I had a job, I was single and happy and my teeth was getting fixed. And suddenly, all the happiness came to a standstill. Suddenly I was not getting offer letter and also till now I had been in good terms with all the people of college and just before fourth year is almost over I started having fights !! To add to my owes, my ex bf is in town and since I am still friends with him we decided to meet. Inevitably, he went into depression and yeah, i guess we aren't meeting anytime soon. Oh yeah and one of my friends deleted me from his friend list, and i deleted two others. Some people are getting on my nerves more than necessary, some friends, some foe. Together, its like a madhouse going inside my head.

What what is a good idea, running away from the madhouse or doing a rampage and destroy it? :|

Life..

Life is such an irony. I moment it starts making you believe that life is the best thing that can happen to us and you start getting a sip of the honey sweet mixture, you are left with a bitter aftertaste. Just when you think everything is perfect, everything will fall apart. You suddenly find you don't have a job, you are separated from your friends and you don't know anymore what you can cling to. It is so painful, you can't even cry.

Apparently, it wasn't even in your hands. This was pure luck. you gave your best and yet you met with a defeat. After you laugh, you have to cry in pain. That is the rule. Don't be in illusions. If you think life is beautiful, think again. beacuse it will remind you soon enough that life is cruel, its unfair and ironic. When you think otherwise, it makes sure, it gets you back on the right path.

I am writing this in a lot of pain. Hope whatever I am going through right now, ends soon.